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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

You cannot Outrun that which lives inside of You


We run all Our lives...
We run from all kinds of things, all kinds of people
We run from the truth, we run from lies
We live, we hope, we dare, we hide, we hope....
But the one thing that seems to always conquer is the fear...
It's true, ask them, ask them what prevented them from achieving and they will tell you it was the fear...
Graves hold the richest and the people who had the most potential but instead of freeing that which was in their hands they held on too tight...
Sad isn't it...
To think you could have achieved so much from this life...
It was always there you know, it was there starring at you. the possibilities, The dream, the ability... it's been here all along, it's been there from the start...
How can you run and think that you can outrun it...
How can you run away from you? Did you think you could leave it all behind? your dreams? your future? did you think it was possible...

Because the truth is you can Run, but you cannot outrun that which lives in the inside of You...
you can run as fast as a cheetah, but it will always catch up with you...
and the truth is it doesn't even run at your pace, it walks, because it too knows that eventually you will get tired and when you do it will be there right behind you waiting patiently....

Then what is the solution you may ask....

Embrace it, Love it... What am i talking about? .... Your dream, don't ever let it go... don't ever think you can outrun it... don't ever think you can hide from it, because it will always find you , lurking in some corner like a common criminal...

Find it, Love it, Embrace it....


I have spoken...

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

My side of things...

Guess one of the gifts that god gave Us in this life was not to know what the future holds, Life becomes so much more colorful that way...

But i cant help but feel so lost sometimes, cant help but feel like a stranger in my own life...

Wondering if I'm on the right track, if I'm doing even an inch of what I'm suppose to be doing...

Cant help but feel helpless at the best of times...

guess fear rules sometimes, yeah yeah i know... for i have not been given a spirit of fear but a spirit of a sound mind, of discipline right? yeah i know...

Cant help but feel a lot of things... cant help but want to fall in love, to find "the one", to have kids, to see life from another person's viewpoint...

there is so much more to life and yet we take it for granted... short as it is...

Sometimes i want to cry thinking about the "uncertainty"...

Cant help but feel that everyone who passes on, still had plans, still wanted to do so much more but never got the chance...

cant help but wonder if it were my day today, would heaven rejoice, or would they all look away, maybe at the waste that became my life, maybe at the death of the unseen potential...

I'm sitting in this very chair and cant help but wonder if there isn't so much more to this life than this.... God if you can hear Me, help Me to live, help Me to become every inch and ounce of what you wanted Me to be, help Me to number my days... help me to not become what i am now... Help me to be as you intended Me to be...

This journey is not easy, sometimes it gets so hard, but I need to believe there is more to what I'm doing. I need to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that "I AM" ....